The Self in History:

Wordsworth, Tarkovsky, and Autobiography

David S. Miall

University of Alberta

This paper was first presented at the Third Conference of the North American Association for the Study of Romanticism, University of Maryland, Baltimore County, July 20-23 1995. A later version appeared in The Wordsworth Circle 27 (1996): 9-13.

© David S. Miall



Our knowledge is like sweat, or fumes, it's a function of the organism inseparable from existence, and has nothing whatever to do with Truth.1

The constructions of consciousness are frequently at odds with physical and emotional experience. An event that has been expected fails to materialize, or takes a different form from the one we had anticipated; yet the constructive activities of consciousness invariably continue unabashed, as though almost no amount of contrary evidence would be sufficient to derail them. The truths of consciousness, however, operate in a different dimension and on a different timescale from the knowledge of the body or the feelings. Here contradictions are the norm; time often has little or no meaning, and the coherence of the self seems to dissolve. A few notable works of art bring the conflict between these two forms of experience into focus, in particular the major autobiographical works of the poet Wordsworth and the film director Tarkovsky, in The Prelude (1805) and Mirror (1974), respectively. In both works, historical events are experienced in an immediate physical form, exerting a pressure that works to distort or negate the mental constructions usually proffered to contain them, so that the controlling, conscious self seems threatened with disintegration or chaos.

For Wordsworth, the tension between thought and feeling (speaking in summary terms) is apparent at many points in the local structure of his poem. For instance, at the Simplon Pass in Book VI, the post-hoc celebration of imagination seems oddly incongruent with the personal history of despondency Wordsworth relates at finding he has already crossed the Alps and the troubled night at the Gondo hospice. Similarly, in Book XI, the reflections that follow his description of the two spots of time on Penrith Beacon and above Hawkshead consort oddly with the feelings central to both episodes. His references to "The spirit of pleasure and youth's golden gleam" (xi.322),2 or the moralizing reference to God "who thus corrected my desires" (xi.374), seem to have little to do with the power of the episodes to which they are appended. While evolution or conflict in feelings is central to Wordsworth's concerns, his attempt to make this process amenable to an explanatory framework is invariably belated. Wordsworth's pre-cognitive intimations are not only, in Tarkovsky's words, a function of the organism, but the point at which we taste the sweat and fumes of an immediate, lived historicism. While his terms are less earthy and immediate than this phrase of Tarkovsky, Wordsworth refers to his experience of Imagination on the Alps as "an unfathered vapour"; and, "I was lost as in a cloud" (vi.527, 529). In the 1850 text he also notes that this experience is called "Imagination" only "Through sad incompetence of human speech" (vi.593) -- that, in other words, language is also belated and inadequate.

At such moments experience evades the constructions of consciousness most insistently; moreover, it makes contact more immediately with the historical undercurrent of human life which preoccupied both Wordsworth and Tarkovsky. Unlike Alan Liu, who argues that Wordsworth evades history in major passages such as the Simplon Pass episode,3 I would locate Wordsworth's historicism in his response to the humanized natural environment of his childhood, or that of France or Switzerland. But this presupposes not an alternative to, but a deconstruction of, the standard terms in which the major historical events of the period were construed. Wordsworth had little interest in the kind of history that Liu sees him denying. For him, the interactions between human life and its environment are central to his concerns as a poet, and this preoccupation accounts for both his strengths and limitations as a poet: both his extraordinary power to convey a numinous sense of location (as in the spots of time episodes), as well as his tendency to the mundane or to the memorial.

While he seems not to have been aware of Wordsworth's poetry, Tarkovsky's autobiographical work, Mirror, is an attempt to pursue a similar set of issues using somewhat similar means. Just as The Prelude brings the private experience of Wordsworth as a child and young adult into conflict with the French Revolution, Mirror brings into focus both the immediacy of recorded spots of time from childhood and the devastating impact on individual experience of contemporary history, that is, the Stalinist terror and the Second World War. Tarkovsky also situates his understanding of the resulting contrasts or conflicts of feeling within a humanized natural environment, showing as he does so that this is the only possible context for endowing human experience with meaning, and that the stable ego of consciousness that insists on the separation of what is human from nature must be abandoned. As the doctor remarks, near the beginning of the film, we rush around talking in platitudes: "That's because we don't trust in nature, in what is in us."4 Tarkovsky's film, like Wordsworth's poem, calls into question the meaning and agency of the self: for him also this appears to be an illusion (indeed, a potentially disastrous one), as the historical evidence provided by the film bears witness.

For Tarkovsky the relationship of the individual to history is central. In his account of the film, Tarkovsky points to this principle in the way he describes one of its central and most puzzling features, the documentary footage of the Soviet army crossing the Sivash marshes. When he first discovered this film after looking through thousands of metres of newsreel, he says, "I knew that this episode had to become the centre, the very essence, heart, nerve of this picture that had started off merely as my intimate lyrical memories."5 It is perhaps the physicality of war that is most impressive about this previously unknown sequence: we see how the issues of the war are translated into the intense bodily weariness of the soldiers, the intransigence of their heavy equipment being hauled across the water. But the same forces that have shaped this moment also shape the most private, most domestic moment: this appears to be behind Tarkovsky's insistence on the significance of this episode. Of course, these are not the forces announced in propaganda bulletins or official histories. What we witness of the soldiers' experience has nothing to do with the "Truth" of our conscious, public constructions. Tarkovsky attempts to address our emotions not our ideas: as one commentator puts it, he evokes "highly visceral responses in the viewer, instead of triggering ideas meant to support a particular attitude toward society and history."6 But the sense of history in his film, according to Tarkovsky, should be pervasive:

In Mirror I wanted to make people feel that Bach and Pergolesi and Pushkin's letter and the soldiers forcing the Sivash crossing, and also the intimate, domestic events -- that all these things are in a sense equally important as human experience. In terms of a person's spiritual experience, what happened to him yesterday may have exactly the same degree of significance as what happened to humanity a hundred years ago . . . (Sculpting, p. 193)

And at the level addressed by Bach or the footage of the Sivash crossing, all times are equally present, as Arseny Tarkovsky declares in the poem that accompanies the Sivash episode:

I will call up any century,
Go into it and build myself a house.
That is why your children are beside me
And your wives, all seated at one table,
One table for great-grandfather and grandson. (Sculpting, p. 143)

But the way in which different times co-exist can only be perceived through the kind of dream logic that Tarkovsky employs to structure the film.

Such a technique engages with the historical issues in an unusual and interesting way, which I will mention in a moment; but it is worth pointing out first that the structures of The Prelude and Mirror show several similarities. While both are autobiographical, both rather consistently disrupt conventional linear narrative. Indeed, Mirror hardly contains a narrative at all. Both works contain frequent departures from chronological order (a feature that is particularly confusing when first viewing Mirror). While Wordsworth certainly provides a sense of himself as an evolving individual in growing beyond what he calls his idle, partly dissolute life at Cambridge, portrayed in Book III, or in giving up Godwinian reason in Book X, yet the linear model of development is clearly inadequate. In Book II, for example, as an adult he partakes in the identity of the child whose experiences of nature he has just described, since these left with him

                            a register
Of permanent relations else unknown.
Hence, life, and change, and beauty, solitude
More active even than 'best society' (ii.311-314)

Yet earlier in the same book he also voices his sense of a deep discontinuity with the same childhood experiences: sometimes when he thinks of them, he says, "I seem / Two consciousnesses -- conscious of myself, / And of some other being" (ii.31-33). Tarkovsky, perhaps more deliberately, also throws contradictions in our path. Not only are identities of mother and wife conflated, Maria appears both as a young woman at the 1930s dacha with her small, shaven-headed children, as well as an old woman with the same children. These aberrations disable our usual sense of cause and effect, suspending our ability to decode the signs of narrative logic in both works. But at the level of feeling, each of these contradictory perceptions seems true.

Another important similarity is the eruption of historical events at the centre of both works, situated between opening and closing sequences of intensely lyrical and largely private experience. While Wordsworth avoids reference to events on the world stage until reaching Books IX and X, Tarkovsky reminds us earlier in his work of the historical context of the 1930s in the printing house episode, with its pervasive atmosphere of fear. The major sequences in the centre of the film, however, offers a collage of war scenes and other world events (the Spanish civil war, the second World War, the confrontation with the Chinese on Damansky Island in 1969): these seem at first sight disconnected both from each other and from the autobiographical context of the film. And Wordsworth, for his part, having described his perspective on the French Revolution (acknowledging his limitations as a narrator) during his early twenties, is then almost silent about the events that followed and those that took place while he wrote much of the second half of the poem in 1804 and 1805 (he mentions Napoleon only very briefly, x.932-940). But then Wordsworth is explicit in rejecting official versions of history. In Book VIII, after saying that "our high-wrought modern narratives / Stript of their humanizing soul" had "never much delighted me," he adds that what had been done and suffered through the ages weighed most with him: this "could support the test of thought -- / Was like the enduring majesty and power / Of independent nature" (viii.774-786; cf. xii.112-119).

Both Tarkovsky and Wordsworth frame their accounts of historical events in terms of individual perspective. For example, in Mirror, Natalia mediates the transition to the newsreel segments by listening to the Spaniards' conversations and seeing the bullfight on television; but more important, the tension and verbal parrying of the argument she has been having with Alexei find a parallel first in the violence of the Spaniards (the bullfight, the father slapping his daughter in the face), then in the scene of bombing in Spain. Similarly, if more mysteriously, the scenes of World War II are framed by our view of the recalcitrant Asafyev, who has been refusing to cooperate with the drill instructor: after he climbs the snowy hill away from the firing range, he looks off camera to the right as though the scenes intercut with our view of him (the Russian tanks, the corpses of soldiers, the atomic bomb exploding) are seen by him -- prophetically, since each lies in the future. His resistance to the conditions that war would impose on him, and perhaps his transcendence of them, are represented by the bird that comes to perch on his hat. He takes the bird in his hand, just as Alexei lying on his deathbed does later.

This unexpected shift of focus on to a symbol drawn from nature is consistent with Tarkovsky's technique elsewhere in Mirror. The first striking example is the wind that suddenly sweeps across the field as the doctor departs, making him pause. Wordsworth achieves a similar effect at numerous points in The Prelude, displacing himself from a scene in which he had been central to give a sense of natural forces: for example, when stealing raven's eggs,

While on the perilous ridge I hung alone,
With what strange utterance did the loud dry wind
Blow through my ears; the sky seemed not a sky
Of earth, and with what motion moved the clouds! (i.347-350)

In both the poem and the film, the human motivation that is normally central to narrative is defamiliarized. The figures in the landscape undergo a type of figure-ground reversal, so that the environment within which human beings derive their meaning and agency is itself foregrounded. Thus Wordsworth's emphasis in the childhood experiences he relates, as well as in later episodes such as crossing the Alps, regularly displaces attention from the experiencing self onto the natural processes with which the narrator's feelings appear to be continuous. While Wordsworth hangs perilously on the crag, that is, he notices feelings of concordance with the wind and sky that intervene upon his immediate motives. The "gentle shock of mild surprize" (v.407) experienced by the Boy of Winander records a similar moment. Through these shifts of consciousness, Wordsworth foregrounds a set of natural forces that contrast, conflict, or participate to produce the environment, at the same time showing that these replicate or echo the forces that interact within human feelings.

In his Simplon Pass sequence, Wordsworth records his thwarted expectations; the merely human motive is found wanting by circumstances, and the anticipated experience of the sublime is missed. But he then goes on to record a quite different experience in the Ravine of Gondo, with its "stationary blasts of waterfalls," muttering rocks, and "raving stream." These, he says, "Were all like workings of one mind, the features / Of the same face" (vi.558-569). What we witness here is an image of the feelings at the basis of human nature, not only much more significant than the aesthetic experience that Wordsworth consciously sought in mounting the Simplon Pass, but also an image of conflict, power, and transformation underlying the time-bound self of our ordinary perceptions, hence its apocalyptic character.7

In Tarkovsky's work, the natural setting of his childhood home in Mirror becomes the principal agent for representing a similar set of forces, in particular the edge of woodland blown by the wind, which recurs as a motif at several points during the film. As with the Wordsworth examples, Tarkovsky switches to this scene, both as a way of recontextualizing a moment of human feeling or expectation, and to disable conventional narrative expectations, since instead of offering something for the comprehension, this enigmatic scene directly addresses the viewer's feelings. Moreover, it is notable that Tarkovsky consistently uses a leftward tracking movement to achieve this end -- a technique that can probably be explained psychologically as follows. In a leftward movement the view first appears in the lefthand part of the screen: since the left visual field projects to the right hemisphere, this gives primacy in interpretation to the right hemisphere, with its analogue and affective powers. The meaning of this repeated scene is perhaps finally revealed only during the last episode of the film. Here, Tarkovsky's consistent use of this technique culminates in a final, lengthy denoument which enables him to pose within a single frame the questioning of identity which the film has raised, its insistent historical awareness, and the dissolution of individual identity within the larger cycle of generation and death.

The identities of Maria as a young and as an old woman, already partly merged with that of Natalia earlier in the film, here appear to dissolve into one another. The young Maria is asked by her husband, "Do you want a boy or a girl?" Her mixture of emotions in response is expressively conveyed by the actress, Margarita Terekhova, but she then turns her head away from us to the right, and paralleling Asafyev's view of historical moments to come, appears to see a scene taking place that is literally impossible: herself as an old woman, leading her two young children through the overgrown garden. Intercut with this, the camera undertakes its longest leftward track in the film (58 seconds) across the vegetation in the garden, suspended briefly by a pause on a fallen tree trunk. The whole sequence is accompanied by the music of the opening chorus of Bach's St John's Passion (the words being sung here, significantly, may be translated as "Lord, our master, whose glory fills the whole earth"). It is as though the individual selves of the characters, above all that of Maria/Natalia, are transformed in consonance with the natural forces on which we focus in that central, long leftward tracking shot. The themes of generation, decay, and death suggested in nature here, find their parallel in the sequence of generations shown in the human figures in the garden, where Maria, her face showing contradictory emotions, seems endowed with prophetic power that sets her both within and outside time.

The ecological awareness of the Romantic poets has been emphasized in recent books by Jonathan Bate and Karl Kroeber.8 In this respect, the issues raised by the poets are, of course, more pertinent now than they were two hundred years ago: this aspect of the Romantic legacy has a renewed vigour and urgency. As my discussion has suggested, Tarkovsky's film seems preoccupied with a similar set of concerns, and it deploys techniques that, allowing for the difference in medium, show interesting similarities to Wordsworth's poem, suggesting that both were concerned with the same underlying problem: the disparity between consciousness and feelings. Both Wordsworth and Tarkovsky engage with the most destructive and apparently incomprehensible historical events of their time (the French Revolution, World War II) in order to situate human experience within nature, to teach a new modesty about human understanding, and to illuminate the consonance of human feelings, rightly conceived, with the laws of our natural environment.

References

1. Andrey Tarkovsky, Time within Time: The Diaries 1970-1986, tr. Kitty Hunter Blair (Calcutta: Seagull Books, 1991), p. 284.

2. Quotations are from the 1805 version of The Prelude, ed. J. Wordsworth, M. H. Abrams, and S. Gill (New York: Norton, 1979).

3. E.g., Wordsworth: The Sense of History (Stanford: Stanford University Press, 1989), p. 23, p. 31. For further discussion of this episode, see my essay "The Alps Deferred: Wordsworth at the Simplon Pass," European Romantic Review 9 (1998): 87-102.

4. Quotations from the script of Mirror are from the version broadcast in the U.K. on Channel 4 (1986), except for the translations of the poems of Arseny Tarkovsky, which are taken from Sculpting in Time.

5. Sculpting in Time: Reflections on the Cinema, tr. Kitty Hunter Blair (Austen: University of Texas Press, 1987), p. 130.

6. Vlada Petric, "Tarkovsky's Dream Imagery," Film Quarterly, 43 (Winter, 1989-90), 28.

7. The editors of the Norton Prelude refer to the Christian apocalypse in glossing this passage; I suspect that a more appropriate context is the quiet apocalypse of the Prospectus to The Recluse, "the great consummation" in which man is wedded to the world of nature.

8. Jonathan Bate, Romantic Ecology: Wordsworth and the Environmental Tradition (London: Routledge, 1991); Karl Kroeber, Ecological Literary Criticism: Romantic Imagining and the Biology of Mind (New York: Columbia University Press, 1994).


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